I really wish there was a way to put bills on hold for just a month...or two..or maybe a span of five years or so until I have all the material spending out of my system.

Today I was surprised at how weak I've grown physically since I've quit habitat. It was a good awakening that and my bank account...that was maybe just a rude awakening.

The weather has been beautiful lately so there really is nothing to complain about but to enjoy everything. Actually things have really been wonderful lately. My family is great, so are my friends and love and I have a great ex boyfriend who doesn't get super mad when I call him after bar close on a weeknight to tell him he is doing a "great job".