Cold Water

Today I felt like all my time that was not spent with Delano I was in a perpetual dream state. Dreaming of spring, dreaming of things to make dreaming of things to do. It's been one of those put on Bon Iver and let my thoughts run away with me kind of days. I like those days although I get a little lost in my thoughts. It's hard being a woman who likes to build stuff. It's dumb that building stuff is a masculine trait. I think every woman should think less about working out and more time working with power tools. They are so fun! Mental note I'm buying myself a jigsaw for valentines day. 

Today turned back to having fun as a parent kind of a day. I mean at the end of the day-if it's good or bad it feels like you got your butt kicked but today was really fun. Del is getting so smart-and he's so cute and weird that it's like he's a fictional cartoon character. It's weird-as soon as you have kids, they grow older you figure things out and being nurturing just kind of naturally comes out. It's really cool, I wish I could have five kids but when I think of having 5 kids they are older not babies but I hate being pregnant so that probably will never happen. Big families are fun though, I would have loved to have a close sibling now that I'm older. 

Today grateful-dare I say it again-coffee! Chocolate chip muffins, baby giggles (too cute to handle) and when I see buttons our rabbit happy, he's been moved from house to house all his life hopefully he likes it at our place although it's been a big adjustment.