Other means of living and etc.

So today is pretty much a big giant addition to my last post but a little bit more complicated. One of my worst nightmares happened today. Travis, my little buddy and boy I PCA for, family has decided to quit the service due to the amounted child abuse claims that keep getting filed against them through the service I work for. So now, I'm left with no Travis after this week.

I'm sure I'll still be able to see Travis, but he was really the only job that I had that involved doing really fun things around the cities. You know, a job that felt like you weren't actually working. So now what? I mean, change is good and in reality I'm about due. I need to do something different which means I'm back at the drawing board again. Life is interesting because a couple of months ago I had everything planned out and now I might move to madison WI with one of my best friends.

So tonight I'm extremely sad...I'll be honest and I'm not grateful for anything today..lol.
I know things will get better and something will come up so I guess hope is always a good thing.