Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Golden Crown

Maxine was put down yesterday. She was in a lot of pain and sweating from all the pain that my mom made the decision to let her go. I'm glad I got to spend some time with her but as I was driving home I started to think about summer that is right around the corner and how she loved laying on the grass. I wish she could have had one more summer. I know she is in a better place and is fortunate to have had a peaceful death laying next to her momma but it is still hard.
My brother and his wife are having another baby, which among all the fun things last week that got stirred up in the excitement. I'm very happy for them as I think every opportunity I had to make a wish  that I got last year I wished for them being able to have another baby.
My back has been hurting lately so bad. I'm not one hundred percent positive if its because of my bed or my cleaning lady status. Today it has been at moments unbearable. It's made me a little down lately as I'm not sure what it is that I should do now... If my body is telling me to let go of cleaning.

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